Ok. Seriously. What the fuck is up with all of these “Staff Blog” posts?
I even changed my password a little while back & now I return to my blog with even more of these fucking posts.
Ugh, I feel fucking disgusting.
My step dad fucking came home with Burger King today while I was making a healthy meal for myself. He made me put it away & eat the veggie burger & small fry he got me. He goes, “It’s not fattening. It’s a veggie burger & a SMALL fry.” When he fucking knows I’m not eating anything bad. But he thinks it’s good for you. That fast food is perfectly healthy. Well, it’s fucking not. That meal alone was 750 calories & 31 fucking grams of fat. I don’t even have that much in a whole day. I eat about 300-500 calories a day on average. 2-5 grams of fat a day, if that. Then my mom goes, “You need fat.” Yeah, not fucking saturated fat. There are good fats & bad fats. Like, are you fucking retarded? I am not proud to be an American. Fast food is fucking disgusting. I want to throw up. I’m not eating anything else for the rest of the day. My only hope is that this meal will finally produce a bowel movement out of me, & that maybe the spike in my caloric intake will somehow work in my favor. I’ve been maintaining the same weight range for about a week now. I need to lose more. Quickly.
-sigh-
At least I get to pick up my new Canon Rebel T2i DSLR today. I’ll just focus on that.
